Can't Get No Sleep

I may fall asleep at the keyboard tonight. I am so tired. It's been crazy at work this week and I have no energy or motivation left. Which is great timing for the first day back to uni tomorrow. Can't wait to get up in 7 hours for that. At least it's only an hour long lecture then I can come home and nap before work. After going to Asda, and cooking, and cleaning the flat. So maybe no time for a nap then.

If I could get a decent nights sleep it might help. I keep having weird dreams. Mostly about work. Great. I just want a good sleep. Please? Pretty please?

The C Word

People really need to stop saying the C word all the time. I really don't give a shit if theres only 13 more Saturdays 'til Christmas or whatever else it is, stop fucking talking about it, it's September for god sake! Please stop talking about it.

Christmas doesn't always mean fun and games for everyone. Some people have to work like fuck over Christmas cause you know, people want to go out for meals and shit. Really, just stay at fucking home! And don't walk in going "are you having a good Christmas?" to me.Yeah I love giving up my day so you don't have to cook. At least the job I'm in now doesn't open on Christmas day.

And to make it even better uni always makes exams at the start of January. Yay revision over Christmas and New Year.

But enough of that rant, it'll get worse the closer to Christmas.

Argh

Argh.

That is all!

What a fucking day. 

4th year sounds scary as fuck! Like properly I want to run away and hide from it scary. As much as I just want to get started with it all at the same time I'm terrified. The amount of work is crazy. I'll be living in the library for the next year!

I think my social life will consist of going to work and uni..maybe the occasional meeting up with friends...yay!

Then work last night :( it was such a busy day. I can't wait to actually have a night off, only 3 more shifts to go! 

I'm very tired now and need sleep.

Free Shit

Ahh the Vengaboys last night was amazing! Like probably the best freshers night I've been too. Apart from the slow as shit service in the bar, that made the already 20 minute wait to get to the bar really annoying. All the out their faces 18 year olds going wild. Yeah we've got it by now, you've finally left home, you can actually go out and get wasted legally. Woop woop. Big fucking deal! It's not like you are the first lot of freshers/18 year olds now shut the fuck up and get hame! Ahh rant over.

Fresher's Fair today was pretty good though, I now have so many bar discount cards that I can't actually fit them all into my purse. Oops. And so many vouchers for free food and drinks. Yay :) Every students favorite thing. And free Garage hoodies. That's all you need in life, there so cosy for winter and perfect for hangovers, I don't know how I coped before my garage hoody.

Annnnd there's the pint glass full of condoms. Like seriously.

Yeah. We walked past the union stand and the guy held out a bucket full of condoms, and when we politely declined he started grabbing handfuls and threw them into mine and Hannah's bags. While shouting "you'll need these, you never know what you might encounter out there." Mhm, a little bit scared now. I think I might never leave my bed/flat again now. Thanks pal.

Always Changing

So yesterday I read on the BBC news app that they want to change the classifications. So a first will be split to A+, A and A-, and so on. Which yeah in theory is great but what happens with all the older degrees that have already just been given a first etc? 

It's like when they scrapped Standard Grades, like right after I did them. It was a great feeling sitting in Higher Art to be told that they now thought SG's were "useless" cause too many people were passing and getting good grades leaving them irrelevant. Yeah thanks, I loved spending two years working on them for nothing. Thanks guys!

Although I think my art teacher may have been exaggerating to piss me off. She hated me. And banned one of the other teachers from talking to me cause I was "too easily distracted." And i probably part of the reason, along with women's magazine and size zero celebrities, that I constantly worry about getting fat. 

We were doing our design projects for coursework and she kept telling me the models I was drawing were "too fat" and that "STYLISH IS SKINNY." She got a bit hysterical about that part and kept saying it over and over, going on about how she gave up on being stylish cause she wasn't thin enough. 

Which is probably not the best thing to be saying to a class full of 16 year girls. Thanks!

Rage

So again technology has been a bitch today. I swear it hates me. First my iphone wouldn't back up to icloud, so I tried to get it sorted out at the Apple shop yesterday, got there to disover that it had decdided to start working again randomly. So the guy checked my phone to see if there was any problems and told me to restore my phone cause there was crashed apps making it go slow. No idea what that even means but it's all good.

Or so I thought. So I backed my phone up to my laptop this afternoon, just to make sure it was properly backed up. That part worked no problem. I then tried to restore it and it wouldn't work, I tried to up date it and it told me to download the new itunes.

So after downloading itunes and restarting my laptop like it said to do, it hadn't downloaded, so I did it again, got my phone to update and then it took an hour to "restore" everything. And all my apps were gone. Fucking wankers.

Seriously technology is a bitch.

Tonight Suzanne and I went to the Trinity student take over. What a load of shit. They promised free stuff, we got free advertisement flyers for their shops. Thanks guys! And discount bands for Officers Club, cause you know I buy so much men's clothes...

And of course I have to work tomorrow so I can't go to the Bon Accord lock in, so roll on the freshers fair to get decent free shit.

And now being the wild one that I am, I'm having an early night instead of going to Priory's foam party. As much as I love foam parties, Priory is like going to Mcdonalds for supper, something you don't do unless you're desperate, or hungover. 

Fresher's Flu

It's been two days of Fresher's and I'm already suffering from the dreaded fresher's flu. My throat feels like it's closing up. This is clearly a sign that I need to stop drinking. 

Last night got a bit crazy again. I'm not going to get into too much details, but there was nearly a fight with the bouncers from a strip club. Enough said. Anything can happen during freshers. Like the guy I saw earlier going up Union Street on a bike wearing what looked like a table cloth as a cape. The fuck?

Although I managed to have some will power for the first time ever and say no to going out tonight, mainly cause I don't want to spend my only day off this week hungover, and partly cause I think my throat will die if I drink again tonight.

Foam party tomorrow though ;)

So now after eating a stupid amount junk food to make myself feel better (the diet can start next week ;) It's time for an early night now.